Day 096

Dear dreamer,


Hope lives...


A lot of times we make some poor choices. A choice is a choice whether you realise when you made it or not. Sometimes, I recount how different things could have been if I made different choices earlier. So many of them, time and time again, some bear more severe consequences than the others. Some of the consequences can be very difficult to live with. I somehow desperately look for how to resolve some because their effects were overarching. Anything as long as I don't have to deal with the choices I made ignorantly or unintentionally. A lot of times, I find that many of this choices can not be reversed. 








It's easy to drown in tiredness or grief from consequences. But, there is something I always remember. The fact that I can think of the choices I made means there is life. I still have another chance to pull through with my entire essence and existence. While life remains, hope lives. You can either sit down and wallow in the grief of making the 'wrong'  or attempt other activities. The consequence of your choices will unfortunately remain there, you can not erase it but you can move on to others knowing you had another chance to do it right. Every time, you have to come face to face with the consequences of your choices, you look forward knowing you have another chance to right what you did. 











                ~A Penniless Dreamer



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