Day 043

Dear dreamer,

 Decisions

Honestly, not my strongest forte. Having or trying to do many things breaks productivity, you lose all of them. It's like chasing two squirrels, you will catch none. Anyway, the first step in the brand was supposed to be the brand introduction but I was having a tool challenge. Alongside, I had a job and I was working on product 2. There was also another project I was working on recently but had managed to find itself out of the range of my concern. After all, the penny was important and I was going to no doubt get it from a job. However, the truth is that I am unable to do anything because I could not decide what was important.

On days like this, my dreams were as far and as detached from me as they could be. I couldn't see them. This is the thing with distractions. Connecting with my dreams or purpose was hard so I just did not bother. I was more occupied with surviving. Living my dreams would wait until I have at least survived. For now, it is a little bit about surviving first because your dreams will demand your entire being.

On second thought, I felt this was the exact reason why people never lived up to their dreams. They got distracted with surviving and could not switch when it was time. It was hard and they changed route and lost sight of what's important unlike me. Now, I know that I don't want to be like 'them'. I have this one chance to do this and I definitely won't let it go. Life is not fair and we can only play it as it comes. So, surviving is not going to replace dreaming. I won't let it.


                            ~A Penniless Dreamer

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